:: Bad Day ::

:3 With cute [ugly but adorable] face, I...
... am so sorry for that matter. 

Salam, good evening!
[Mode : Cheering up after a day of tears]



Being scolded by my own tutor this morning. I felt really sad because I am in fault for that kind of situation that brings me to a very tense atmosphere to my class by that time. I felt the world was looking at me with an evil stare. There, I could only learn my lesson. I SHOULD TALK ABOUT MY PROBLEM ESPECIALLY MATTERS REGARDING TO CAMPUS. I should not keep silent for it, and I surely get the HIGH price for having it that way.
I felt that I was totally a burden that no one should handle of. I was embarrassed. The worst thing was that everybody else in the class got the same price as I do. Now, it was so unfair for them to have it that way. I felt sorry for my friends. I can see them in a very emotional mood. [Last week of studies will end this way, okay, NOT GOOD!] To be honest, I don't want them to be much burdened because it's also count on the money too. 
I don't want to be empathized, because obviously I'm the criminal, the bad girl. The news will be spreading and people will know. But, hopefully I can live my life for a better way. I told my parents on how SORRY I am for being like this. As a closure, let me tell you something. Friends of mine said ; "Don't keep a problem to yourself, especially those that related to this at all." and "Keep it as a reminder and learn from it. That way, you will be a better person."

Comments

Candice K. said…
Whats wrong? I hope you are feeling better.. :)
May 23, 2011 at 7:42 PM
Nadie said…
Something unexpected happened just now. I'm feeling better after crying so much this morning. :)
May 23, 2011 at 7:56 PM
Afiq said…
Don't put too much pressure on yourself. Everything happens for a reason. Perhaps your friends did not blame you for the incident. Cheer up!
May 23, 2011 at 8:02 PM
Nadie said…
Emm. I hope so. We did have some tense atmosphere just then. I just hoping to have a better day tomorrow. Thanks Afiq. :)
May 23, 2011 at 8:10 PM
Anonymous said…
i know it sucks but u'll survive it. your friends will get over it too. :) maybe after saying sorry to them, it will help you feel a bit better as well. sorry, i didn't mean to act all bossy. no offense k :)
May 24, 2011 at 12:27 AM
Nadie said…
:)
Thanks. That made me feel better.
May 24, 2011 at 5:52 AM
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