:: I don't Know ::

Salam, good evening!
[mode : not into assignment and keep saying 'I don't know']

I'm having a thought for a while and decided not to continue on it.
It's not that I am involved or what.
It's just that I feel unease with my surroundings these days.

What do you think about a rat trap with golf as a lure?

For me, it's very perplexing.

As for having my mind to think less of works.

More to internal conflict within myself.

I'm heading back to a point.

And it shows that I'm now creating a boundary.

I keep on telling myself

of how irritating and annoying statements can be.

Especially when it comes to someone like me.

'I don't know! Stop telling me nonsense!'

I'm reaching to a point where I myself had no idea.

The life now is playing its games from the start.

Seriously, I hate it and I hope there will be chances;

chances to express every single complicated mindset of mine!

p/s. Mind and heart never work together when it comes to personal issues. Back-stabbing perhaps?