:: From the Bottom of my Heart ::

My recent deviation.

p.s. Be noted that I was trying to expressing here.

People around me said, 'you won't even notice that the person whom you fall for is right beside you'. Could it be? Nothing happens to me though. But, I do have that kind of feelings these days. Is it because of stress I'm having right now and the fact that I need to have chats and all? That could made my day. *giggle*

Even so, I know what I have been feeling right now is something surreal. I can't simply think about it. I realized that things can get awkward. For sure, it takes time to recover. What if we're done for good? That would even worse!

My close buddy told me once, 'don't give up, you won't know until you tried'. My little sister told me, 'go tell my feelings for that person'. But, the problem is I know what will happen to me after that. I have the instinct that people would make fun of me because of my physique. I would be less confident. I will become more introvert person. I feel for those who can't say anything because of all this, to be honest.

It's my opinion though. No offence yeah?