Nadie's Quirky Mind

It was the usual day as always.  You were still there,  hanging onto life when you knew  it was the right time to leave.  It was unusual for you to suddenly get well when you knew that  time never waited for you. You kept silent and there were sounds in your throat and you knew it was time. Yet you cannot leave and you do not want to worry others with your difficulties. So you waited for a second. A minute. An hour. Half day. Everyone came back home and things settled down. Others were relaxed  and even joked around. The time had passed. Your breath stopped. Then, you peacefully passed when others were sad and cried. It has been a few months since then. We still remembered you. For you had been always there for them; your children and us; your grandchildren. ~ In Memory of A.O. (Dec. 1932 - May. 2016) ~

Salam, good day peeps. How's life so far? Hope you guys doing as fine as fiddle. Mine has been good and since the pay day is around the corner, I am so excited and anticipating the pay I'll be getting this month. Money revolves around the world, you now. *laughs* But then, that's not the reason I'm writing today.   Amidst these weeks, my mind has been filled with 'old spark'. In other word, the guy whom I liked - and by then, it means I used to have feelings for him. It was rather mysterious one, because even after all these years,  I still can have the same vibe when I met him . I first knew this guy - let's call him "N" - since primary school. We were classmates for most of the years but I remembered we were both in the same group during that one year. Like other boys, they were either short or as same height  and in his case, he was shorter than me . We didn't consider ourselves close to each other and I thought it would remain the s...

Salam, good day peeps! Before that, I want to congratulate all the Sabahan teacher trainees of my batch for their "CONGRATULATIONS" in the SPP website and also... "HAPPY 6th ANNIVERSARY" to us all (regardless of which IPG one went)! SO. What's up! It's been a while since my last post. by then, it was when I was still in amidst of getting employed or not. Hahaha .  THEN. During the month of June, I checked into SPP website and it was overwhelming to think that I will be working as a teacher - a real one. (FINALLY!) The emotions running inside of me, it was something I couldn't explain. Surely I'm happy (and still am) yet, I can't be too content about it. Probably due to the fact that I'm next in line for the teacher legacy within my family. It's simply because, I have the sense of responsibility to not disgrace the honor as well as my family - especially my parents. If you ask me whether I'm prepared in every a...

Salam, good day peeps! The month of April has arrived but here I am, thinking what to do with my life while waiting for you-know-what. Anyway, spring is here and new anime has been streamed online. There are TOO MANY anime introduced this season despite the lack of shoujo genre anime - yep, my favorite genre ever. I mean like, it's freaking spring but where's the romance, bro?  Heh, romantic much. Nonetheless, those anime are quite amazing and I am giving you guys my personal to-watch list and perhaps giving my own opinions about those. I need to tell though, that this might be a LONG one, so be nice. Hehehe . Okay, without further ado, let's go! Credit: myanimelist First is Joker Game . This anime is an adaptation from a novel written under the same name that narrated the formation of D-Agency founded by Lieutenant Col. Yuki alongside 8 final members; Miyoshi, Kaminaga, Jitsui, Fukumoto, Tazaki, Amari, Hatano, and Odagiri whose names and lives are all fake - yes,...

Salam, good day peeps! O-kay. So, I've mentioned in several entries that I'm currently watching anime and then gave my own view of the anime watched ... while waiting for my posting. Ah, that again. Huh.  Anyway, during this time, I have not focusing much on reviewing anime movies except for Kokurizaka Kara   since I was indulging myself in series instead. Hahaha. Thus, came the idea to write a second anime movie. Without further ado, let's get started! Let me introduce, this movie entitled Kokoro ga Sakebitagatterunda (KokoSake) , or more known as The Anthem of the Heart . Just for the record, the actual translation to its Japanese title is as shown in this entry title. Yeah. Released on September 2015 in Japan, this movie tells the story of Naruse Jun , a very quiet girl who became a part of Charity Community alongside her three classmates; Sakagami Takumi, Nitou Natsuki,and Tasaki Daiki . Unable to speak straightforwardly due to past incidents that led to her par...

Salam, good day peeps! How's life guys? Mine has been average. Keep missing my friends and everyone else. Waiting for that posting. Anyway, let's get to the topic, shall we? p.s. this is going to be another mellow-toned entry. So yeah. smiles . For past few weeks, I've been logging in and out of this particular social network. I long for socialization with others aside from my friends and family. You can assume that I was longing to meet and talk to new people when I'm in that social network. To my amusement, there are a lot of them. The youngest would be around 18 and the oldest would be around mid 40. But you know, not all of them have the similar intention when they are inside that social network. To them, that world is where they hunt for their best suited preys. In other words, they are looking for the so-called love . When I think about those groups of people, there is one sole word to explain everything. That is... attachment , They felt lonely in...

Salam, good day peeps! How's life for everyone? ...though I do have a feeling that my fellow friends who are currently tanam anggur  just like me, now wait for our teaching posting. Then, my juniors will be focusing on their coursework - particularly those who are now in their final year. I've been in that condition too, so I get them. Laugh. Anyway, back to the topic. Yeah. So, in life, it's possible that every turn you made in each road you chose will have that messy counterpart - where you think you can leave it untouched and go for another but having the similar ones in the midway. I myself had my chances of getting away with things I dislike and go straight to the things I like yet I still have dilemma over it. It doesn't matter if you are thinking about your future studies, future professions, future friendships and relationships. In each main road to happiness, there are ways that can blind us to lies as well as brighten us to the truth. I believe i...